interestingly, half of the things happening in my "story" are things that my mind played when i'm dreaming. the rest of it contains my nightmares, fears, phobias, fantasies and others.

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I thought I’ll get over it after the wedding, but no, it still occupies my mind. Yes, I have hang-ups in my past that I need to settle now or else, I’ll go insane.

No. Nothing to do with past relationships (I am way over that), but rather, hang-ups of the things I wanted to do (that, in the first place, really made me a certified geek).

I need to get it out of my system (no particular order):
1. That long story. When I met Stephanie in 2003, I have been trying to write a story in such a long time. I have the plot all ready, and everyday, the plot kept getting more and more vivid in my mind. I need this out of my system, like right now! I picked it back-up up the other week and I was able to get some of it out of my system—and I felt better! Now I need to spend a few hours a week trying to finish that—probably over lunch if I don’t have school work to do. The other thing that made me think so much about this is that, who will be my critic? I really don’t want Stephanie to read it because of its main theme—it will give her nightmares.
2. The family website. Yes, I have been dying to have one since I learned HTML. Now, I just want to finish it, even if it means using Yahoo’s Templates – and thankfully, Ancestry’s tree provided a very strong reference structure that I can use.
3. Property Management – well, we’ll see.
4. Studio (not a hang-up, but it became one since we picked up photography) – we’ll see where this will take us.
5. draw hentai – can’t really understand why my drawing look like monsters.
6. That other long story. More like a fantasy story unlike the one mentioned in #1. This though, Stephanie will be the critic.

That’s not so bad right?

I am completely OVER the following though:
1. Build my own PC. Been there, done that. Will never build another PC again, will only upgrade (maybe, don't know).
2. Write adult-short stories. Done awhile ago. It’s gone from my system-but I will still write a few though, but I’ll live without it.
3. Draw Anime. Done. The anime I have drawn are all okay in my standards.


What sucks too is that, 3 of the 6 above are in my 101 things to do before I die.
Some other stuff in my 101 T2D:
- masters
- doctorate
- 7 kids (yeah, I know, this is up to the wife)
- grand tour Europe
- grand tour Philippines
- climb mt kitanglad
- climb mt apo
- drive from davao to cagayan province
- drive the autobahn from end to end

Dreamy? I know.

Posted by Ron AngelicFall | |