i always end up having a bad choice everytime i decide on something. the only thing i ended up having the best choice was when i chose to be with tootsie (another story).

i chose to play the losing game of keeping up with chat, for what? i don't even read anything, just a peek on who were online and keep logs. for what? other stupid choices i made has to do with the way i live my life. i tend to lose interest in a prospective theory on how i would live my life. for the most part, the only thing that i am certain about is that my life hangs by a thread, i make a mistake and i fuck up completely, then end up even fucking up more.

crappy life choices.

i decided to make a choice, i won't know if it's good or bad, but it has to do with not telling anyone about it, but accomplishing it first before i do tell anyone. mind you, it has nothing to do with me cheating, no nothing like that at all. has to do with my own focus... and to take advantage of my ocd. i tend to be anal when i'm interested in something, but when everyone knows about it, i fuck it up and end up screwing everything. so, this choice i made will be kept secret until i graduate. yep, has to do with the choice of my major. somewhat, it does relate to the major i told everyone. but i am taking a different approach. since i know i'm being too anal about suprises, i am going to take advantage of this and do what i needed to do to suprise everyone of the major... when i graduate. my target is 3 years. i will not tell anyone because i'm anal about suprises.



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