12/30/04 09:09 |
haay swit...
at least i changed a bit, when i wake up i peeled my eyes open and stand up. i stopped letting myself go back to sleep in the morning...
12/15/04 22:27 |
KROQ Almost Acoustic Christmas
nuff said... for now.
i'll write my own review after the finals.
the two conceited wild fire bursts 12/14/04 22:39 |
It’s funny that I was putting meaning on what I saw the other night, to be specific, it was last night on my way home.
In the corner of my eyes, I noticed a bright bluish falling star pointing down southeast. I told myself, make a wish! So I made my secret wish and kept moving with my mindset and daydreaming while waiting for the traffic to move. As I was about to turn into allard, I noticed another falling star, it was heading a bit towards me and to my right… meaning it was also going in the same direction as the other star did.
Just my luck, the falling star looked extremely similar to the other one I saw. The color, the direction, the size and the time it took before it faded.
Being a human being, I went ahead and simply made another wish. I gave myself a much more detailed wish this time around. I did, however, wondered, how could this happen? It was sheer coincidence, but at the same time, being a human who wants to believe in things, I thought about something else. Astrology? Lol, yeseerrriii, I gave it a thought, and just dismissed the idea and told myself that I was lucky to witness those two falling stars.
02:16 |
i need more freakin ram
if they want these done faster, they better pay for my ram.
shit. i hate fucking RDR ram types. they are simply so fucking expensive.
arrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhh
and i fucking need a 256MB video card too.
I want my ram to reach 1GB (768mb to go)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh uhm swit? was this the song?
"i tried to be perfect, but it's not worth it"
that's from sum41...
02:13 |
production on the angelicfall v 4 has been on hold to make way for my studying (and other stuff as well).
02:11 |
oh god...
i am so tired, i don't think i can keep on pushing like this.
sometimes it makes me want not to go home.
12/13/04 19:22 |
i thought the police sans incubus was great...
night one had a different blast... they had gwen stefani for a guest. waaaa
and my fucking phone, if i was able to receive, and or make phone calls, i would have gotten the fucking pit tickets for night 2.
aaargggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
thanks jack!
07:34 |
god i feel so ickly...
whatever that means. I woke up about fifteen minutes ago. I tried to finish something until about 4 am today. god knows what it was. i'm brain dead right now.
hmmm. i wonder, does she usually check when i ask her to? hmmmmmmmmmmmm
a christmas story 12/5/04 15:57 |
years have passed since jo and dave last saw each other. and unlike any other relationship, theirs was in a way, very unique. their relationship was based on friendship that started as early as first grade. in a sense, a lot of relationship happen to be that way. they have loved, they have cried and they have fought... just like any other relationship.
for years, they barely talked to each other, mainly due to the fact that their last conversation was, in a sense, an ugly one. they spoke badly about each other, calling one or the other a whore, or a son of a bitch. they fought, all because the two of them were in a relationship. they fought for their relationship with each other, which in reality does not exist.
they spoke of themselves as if they are really into each other. they cared for each other, but of that fight, they never made amends. they spoke as if there was really a jo and dave, but there was none. they have never committed themselves to each other, although people saw that they really did.
it's christmas... again. the two never really understood the importance of their own longing for each other, until faith brought them back. jo's current boyfriend, marcus, was an inherent disaster. on the eve of christmas, she found him fucking a girl he barely know. now she knows she was nothing to marcus, but a simple fuck. she left and walked around the cold christmas streets of the city. dave too was in a sheer bad luck. he found a note on his doorstep from his girlfriend, saying that "we we're never meant for each other, i'm sorry i have to give you this instead of my pussy for christmas." ahh the irony, he thought, she must've been thinking that i was only after fucking her. he walked out on a cold christmas evening.
he sat down at a coffee shop closeby, sipping his coffee, smoking, and just trying to be happy at a very stupid time. he heard a voice, "can i have an espresso?" he looked at the cashier, and there was jo.
not exactly knowing what to feel, he wrote a note. it simply says, "if you think i'm stupid for writing this note, please ignore it." and gave it to one of the servers to give to her.
he never did expected her to do something, but he felt a tap in his shoulder and he heard, "dave?" he looked back and smiled, "have a seat jo, it's wonderful seeing you again!"
they talked for awhile, smiling, telling jokes. then dave remembers the ring he was gonna give to nancy. he took the ring out of his pocket and told jo. this was not intended for you, but please accept it as my token of gratitude... and as a way for me to say sorry for all the things i said years ago.
jo frowned, and started crying, she said, "i'm sorry too for saying things i shouldn't have, those are not even true about you."
a moment of silence enveloped the space around them. without saying anything, dave held out his hand, in a way to ask jo's hand for him. she held it out, and they held it while slowly taking off from the coffee shop.
they walked in the neighborhood, talking about the good times they went through, making amends, cherishing every moment.
jo invited dave to her place, asking him if he can spend the christmas eve with her. midnight came, and they held each others hand, talking about life as it treated them. with a gentle hush of the air, they looked at each other.
jo's lips parted, about to say a word, but dave stopped her with his finger, saying "shhhh, no need to say anything." with candlelight creating the christmas spirit and the fireplace that kept them warm, marcus lowered his lips unto hers...
12/4/04 08:10 |
i wrote this one while killing myself to boredom...
May 21, 2004
13.29 funny city names...
bodfish, ca
1000 palms, ca
shafter, ca
worth a mention...
tagatuli
pantelopoulos
makabenta
latayan
latka
latko
supabyotin
nakagawa
nakama
nakadate
pakingan
08:06 |
another problem... space from the post to the footer is too far... and space from the previous post to the new post is too small...
08:04 |
uh oh...
i just noticed that i only have date stamping on my posts... i forgot the time stamping.
tsk... more editing...
this site is full of crap. can't wait to complete version 4
07:56 |
Photos/Media update!
I just uploaded a not so new pic in the photo/media pages... you may want to check it out...
one helluva xmas 12/1/04 19:09 |
this could be the busiest christmas i would ever have. currently i'm frying my brains off at work, and it appears that we have a very busy two months. this december, we're looking at 500,000 renewals, and 300,000 new ones. so much for being sick, jesus christ, i think my work is killing me, but it appears that being sick is not an option (not that it's mandatory to show up because your sick), but i find the need to show up because of the work load.
so far so good, i was able to find some time in dealing with my own problems. tomorrow i'm submitting the paper works for me and my gf. at least that will give me ample time in case it's returned.
what else is new? my old supervisor is gone, and was announced officially today.
weeeeeeeee can't wait for coloradoooooooooo!! wo0o0tttttt!!!!