these past few weeks has been very splendid. i feel so happy and so loved that i cherish every moment of it. the morning seems to make me always feel good. the early morning shower doesn't seem to feel so cold. the first stick of cigarette i take in the morning doesn't taste as good as it did two months ago. at work, i feel so blessed to have been able to be given the chance to stay here full time, although i felt bad about the other temps, i felt so deserving. my family has already accepted the fact that i don't want to go home that much anymore, especially after last night, when they set the schedule for washing dishes, i picked up tuesday, and they made fun of me, specially mom, she said "oh, so you have plans of visiting us every tuesday?" and everyone laughed.

my family changed over the year, they stopped pissing me off with my hair and jewelry. they appear to be more trusting over my decisions, that would have been scrutinize closely if it was two years ago. they don't bug me what time i come home anymore, nor do they call me, they know where i am anyway. my family certainly liked the way my career is shooting off to, specially that my decision to shift major fell into place and it was almost the same as the work i am into.

i'm doing everything i can to keep it this way and at the same time keep myself sane by minimizing my unecessary expenses and stress.

i love you swit! =) and u are one of the reasons why i'm still sane. :*

this fall, i predict that i'll be stressed. especially that i was thinking of getting five classes in four days. if ever i can pull this off, i'll be off to a university in one and a half years, and off with my bachelors in three years and masters in one and a half years. i think i can pull this off, especially that my general education credits are well beyond what's needed, i just need to grab some classes for the shift of my major.

i felt pretty confident on my credit and my decision to change my car. no matter how much i love my truck, i have to get rid of it. it doesn't only work by helping me save money, but will also allow me to open up other possibilities. i'll be saving a huge amount of money, which means i can increase my monthly payment on my credit balances, making my credit a lot better faster. when my chase and dell accounts are paid off, i'll be getting myself a camera as a treat, and keep my credit card amounts to less than 50%.

soon, i will start to invest some money on a property. appropriately i will start with a condo. i will pay off my car in three years, and by that time, i would apply for a mortgage.

Posted by Ron Valiente