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This would be my last blog entry for the time being. I'm taking an indefinite time off the internet for reasons I couldn't comprehend. I would be taking a short sabbatical from everything that I do. I would include taking time off from blogging, internet and chatting. It's a self proclaimed exclusion from the Internet world that I hope will help me regain myself.

I know it's as harsh as saying goodbye, I surely hope she understands why I'm doing this. It's becoming too difficult to bear, that sometimes I would just blank out and not know anything about what's going on. I feared that I am losing touch with my sanity everytime I try to conquer my problems. A form of hiatus that's becoming longer and longer.

From this point forward, I would like to declare my goodbye to updating anything on this page. If ever I'm seeking refuge from the world, I would go back to the most ancient of all journals--my pen and paper journal. I may not be able to see further upgrades or downgrades on this page, but if you like, you can go back through the archives and read what I have written.

Thank you for bearing with me.

Ron

To the woman that I love, I love you and it's an honor being with you. Always...

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People come and go, but they hold a place in your heart where it'll keep you warm. To those people who passed away, they will not simply fade, but will be forever stored in our memories even passed down to the next generation.

Although it's painful to lose them, it doesn't mean that they want you to be hurt from their departure, but rather to live a better life, and simply pray for them. To keep going throught the cycle of life, and entrust that person's belief into yourself. Improving your relationship with others, does not mean you're trying to forget the person, but rather living for them. They want you to be happy, even if grief is so difficult to handle.

The person may want to live another day so they could see you smiling. It's make them smile and be content about life as a general.

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An eerie way of killing time on the web!

http://www.cyberglass.co.uk/assets/Flash/psychic.swf

hehehe, try it out, it's nothing for ya.

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Yikes! It's been two months since the last time I washed my car!

1. An old receipt from In-and-Out Burger, dated January 31


2. A Toothpick, should be named: The Toothpick-The Lost World, due to the colonies living on it.


3. A Big Red Cup, Probably from my birthday, held on January 25


4. A 6 Oz. Coffeecup, the bottom has dried coffee on it, dated on: February 3


5. 10 bottles of 24 oz. Diet Pepsi, accumulated throughout the past two months


6. 5 cans of 12 oz. Diet Pepsi, also accumulated during the last 2 months.


7. 1 coffee mug, my mom asked me to bring two weeks ago, due to the cold temperature


8. 1 page of Psychology 101 notes,
   where were those notes when I needed them 2 years ago? BWAHAHA


9. 2 sets of Pepboys receipt, 3 months ago and 6 months ago...


10. Ice Spiker Yellow, Like whoa! I haven't spiked my hair for more than 4 months! hahah


11. Spiderwebs under my CD Carrier Tray
    


12. The Sticker Backing of my Cerritos College Parking Permit


13. Hairdoctor, I kept looking for this thing, it's about time I find it, my hair is long now


14. A Needle, I think this was from one of my Polo, when a button popped out


15. Seventeen burned CD's, I don't even know what's inside those things


16. Washington Mutual Deposit/Withdrawal slips--Now I can finish balancing my accounts!


17. Paper Towels, where was this hidden when I needed it before??

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I always wish that I'm with you,
Always be my baby boo,
Spend my only lifetime with you
And speak of everything bout you
cause my little world is about you
always and forever will love you

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Parenting

I've never thought parenting would be so difficult, no I don't have a child, but my brother has. Imagine taking turns every three hours in waking up just so the baby could eat. I saw how much responsibilty they need to do. The brother I used to know is not the same brother that came here yesterday.

My brother got married two years ago between August and October 2001, his girlfriend was pregnant and they were asked to marry by the girl's parents. Few months later, on February 25, 2002, their first child was born. Everything turned out good, their business was booming they have all the support needed to run a normal life. Unfortunately, when the baby was supposed to learn how to hold a bottle, he never did, he knows how to hold one, but his grip was extremely light, can't even hold anyone's pinky.

Everybody suspected that it was just a late growth, but it was ruled out, since they waited for few months, there were no improvements. They seek medical help, and the baby was diagnosed to have a SMA type 1, or S(?) Muscle Atropy Syndrome. The finding was a tough pill to swallow, even for me who is not even a parent of the child. Later on, after many tests, the finding was changed to pompe's disease. Both findings are rare and deadly diseases if not treated correctly.

They contacted other medical doctors throughtout the world, and thanks to the speed of technology, emails and the 'net, they were able to find a medical school willing to support them--UCLA. After months of exchanging information, and after months of sending multiple slide samples, the diagnosis of pompe's was becoming more and more closer. The doctors suggested that they need to study the child in a hospital or with physical contact.

My brother's family was asked to come here.

After a few months of preparing the baby, themselves and the papers. They came here, they arrived at Los Angeles International Airport on 19:22 on Valentine's Day 2003.

This is when I really noticed how sad their situation is. My brother seems to be his good old self, but I know deep inside of him that everything is bothering him. I saw my brother warped from the I-Don't-Care-About-Anything-at-All kind of person, to an extremely responsible parent, even though he still has the same kind of humour I knew way before.

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I received this one from an email, bwahahah, it never ceased to make me laugh!

Tales from the Conyo Side

By Wanna Fellacio Torero

It's so hirap talaga to study in UP, the University of the Poor. You know, I never wanted to study here. But my parents kasi, they both went to UP and they said na it was the best school talaga. Eh 'di I went.

But no! When I got here, Holy horrors! I was ready to make himatay after the first day pa lang. Would you believe, there's no aircon na nga in the classrooms, the fan doesn't work pa. And then this guy who was like, wearing a sando, shorts and tsinelas lang made tabi next to me. He made pakilala pa! The nerve! So I made takbo to the CR to make tago. But I couldn't make hugas my hands that were so pawis from escaping such a near-death experience. There was no liquid soap! Not even a couch where I could sit to make kikay.

Do you feel my pain na ba? But wait, there's more. Last Thursday kasi Daddy's Volvo was bawal, eh the Eclipse was being repaired, so I had to make sakay with my yaya in the Ikot jeep. It was so siksik!! I could like, smell the putok of the girl next to me. Like, it was sobrang mabaho talaga. Kasi naman, the Ikot jeeps are old na nga, they're mainit pa! Sana they make palit na the jeeps with a shuttle system. Okey lang naman even if there's an increase in pamasahe 'di ba? So when the car is bawal, I can use my credit card na to make bayad.

Isa pa, you know the Shopping Center? It's so kadiri talaga. I'm forced na nga to make Xerox there, (as if naman I could be caught in that place otherwise) pero I'm so inis because it's so maliit and madilim, and most of the stalls don't have aircon. They should tear it down na and build a mall na lang. Then I wouldn't have to go to Katipunan pa to get my Starbucks fix.

My gosh, this place is so bulok I don't know nga why anyone would bother making turo here pa. Just yesterday, my professor was kinda inis kasi her whiteboard marker had no more tinta! Then she tried to make hanap a matino whiteboard marker but of course there was none. Duh! Kasi naman if we had laptops instead of desks in every classroom there would be no more need for whiteboards diba? But you know even if there were laptops na, the seats are so tigas sometimes I find it mahirap to concentrate. Dapat may cushioning para malambot sa butt, like Downy.

Now I'm in my third year na. I don't want to stay in this place anymore. I don't give a paki if UP's the best university here. I'm gonig to transfer to Assumption, where the CRs have liquid soap. Now na!

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I miss you - Bj?rk

I miss you
but I haven't met you yet
so special
but it hasn't happened yet
you are gorgeous
but I haven't met you yet
I remember
but it hasn't happened yet

and if you believe in dreams
or what is more important
that a dream can come true
I will meet you

I was peaking
but it hasn't happened yet
I haven't been given
my best souvenir
I miss you
but I haven't met you yet
I know your habits
but wouldn't recognize you yet

and if you believe in dreams
or what is more important
that a dream can come true
I will meet you

I'm so impatient
I can't stand the wait
when will I get my cuddle?
who are you?

I know by now that you'll arrive
by the time I stop waiting

I miss you

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It's been awhile since the last time I became the receptionist for this company. It's my turn again, I wish I wouldn't become one of the suckers of answering phones. Good thing they didn't made it coincide with me being the "Head" of a department. Most specifically the Kitchen Department. Right now I'm the Lunch Replacement Receptionist Team Leader, if I do have a team. Last Monday I was the President of the Green Peace Kitchen Party, specifically to clean the kitchen.

What's next? A Communications Specialist - or Ron-can-you-call-these-brokers-so-we-can-give-them-a-meeting? Or maybe, 1st Fleet Commander of the Post, or taga buhat ng mga gamit! haha

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I'm about to take on a lonely journey tonight,
I wish your here with me now in blight
I wish I could hear your sweet goodnight
And sweet kisses of power and might
That puts me to sleep sound and tight.

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just wanted to post this song...

More Than Words - Extreme

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

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take me to the glorious moon,
so we could be together soon
I'll take you to the peaceful lakes,
and we'll brush all our aches

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