I want to breath a little more, I want to resign from my second job, and get a job at Hot Topic. I thought, maybe I should work there on Sundays if they let me. Oh well.

I thought of a million and one things last night while I was waiting for my brothers to get done with fishing. sometimes I wonder why it takes them a long time to finish. I was obviously bored that's why I tried writing on my journal and thought about a lot of things currently going on, and tried to think of the possible outcomes of each. I listened to myself carefully, and it turns out, I have a lot of things to sort.

I started to write on my private journal, about everything that comes to mind and just write out loud. I was basically screaming at the top of my lungs in writing.

One of the things that crossed my mind:

My Family, I thought about several things about our family, and one of them is sadness. I was utterly amazed that we managed to crack a joke even though the night was gloomy last Saturday (Basti's Discussion). Even though sadness encircled us, we managed to stay sane against the painful situation Basti is in.

My jobs, I thought just maybe, maybe I should stop working on two jobs, and start working on three. I don't know if I could get this off, but I think I can manage a small 5 hour shift on a Sunday.

Stephanie, it's hard to admit that I'm slowly giving in to her. I don't really know what's going on, but will not write about the details I have on my private journal. pax steph ;)

Sleep I manage to sleep at least 5 hours a night, and that should give me enough energy until I could recuperate on the weekend. heehee

Plus other minor stuff, starting my credit through Dell (by buying a new PC), thinking of smoking while writing, etc. etc.

Posted by Ron Valiente