it sucks! they are sunsetting haloscan!

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the other day i dreamt and i am not lying because this is the first time that i woke up from a dream laughing. yes, laughing.

from what i remembered, it went like this:

mark called me up, "bai, naay game bai, duol ra ang venue" and he went on to tell me where it was (slurred in the dream). in the dream, mark was doing his hand gestures while speaking on the phone, and i can see me and him in two panels in a screen (yes, like cartoons). one of the things funny about this is that, mark was not holding a phone, he was using his hand like a phone, to make it worse, i was holding my hand like a phone too. ha!

so off i went to the other place, the place is located by santa cruz and ruben (malaybalay), which surprisingly was remade into a slope with snow (yeah! snow in malaybalay! haha). i saw a bunch of skiers and snowboarders going around the slope. i made a turn at ruben and went to the area by mechams into a large building (looks like a building parking lot).

so i went about, parked my car (yes, the honda accord) then fixed my hair. when i went inside the building, it looks as if a large gymnasium, quasi-mixed with some chain link fence separators and real walls. the walls are actually made of cement with no paint, thus the distinct grey color with some water stains in some areas.

i started shooting around since with airsoft, everyone is dressed as if they are really going to war. i walked around the large (it wasn't large in the beginning, but hey, it's a dream, anything can happen) place while i kept shooting. after some time when i got tired from walking, i decided to stop by a cafeteria.

the cafeteria has white tables and a bunch of chairs. one side has all the food items, and another side sells clothes and shirts. walking towards the food area, i happen to remember a step i had to take - if i didn't pay attention, i would fall. i bought some food and a coke (i have been drinking diet coke/pepsi since 1999, but hey, it's a dream. lol). glancing at the clothing store, i see the xavier logo, telling me that i just warped into the xu cafeteria.

after eating, i decided to go back to the airsoft game. on my walk going there, i saw the cemetary where we used to drink also at santa cruz . they made this cemetary american style - you won't see a large bulge above the ground. (which made me wonder, how come malaybalay has 3 cemetaries?).

finally reaching back to the airsoft game, they have already started and kicked out snowboarders and skiers. i ran and started taking photos with a red bandana on my head (if you look at the paragraph where i was fixing my hair, i never put on a bandana. oh well.)

i checked the clock by the sky (yeah, a floating clock) with cartoon arms and the thing just screamed at me that i've been taking photos for three hours (felt like alice in wonderland).

i went back to the gym and continued shooting. this hot chic came on to me, and started asking me questions. she asked me if ever i've ***** a colored person before (uhm, she meant green skinned person). i laughed it off and continued shooting photos. she came on to me again and asked me if i have a crush on her since i've been taking photos of her. i was like, "you are pretty and everything, but i'm married," pointing to my ring. she just laughed at me, telling me that i have a good imagination pointing to my finger where the ring was gone. i told her it's there and magically it appeared.

she continued, it doesn't matter and made the ring disappear again. at this point, i was looking around for a familiar face to help me get out of the sticky situation - my feet were actually glued on the floor for some reason. she jumped me furiously kissed me on the lips (you know how cartoons would have the lips fill in the entire frame? yeah, that.) i screamed at her with a ton of saliva pouring out my mouth, "i am married!"

she wiped her face - not from crying, but from my saliva and just said "oh, okay."

after a few minutes of uncomfortable silence, she pointed her lips to her right (yeah yeah, filipino thing) and said "check out their salute!"

i looked, the "sergeant" was doing something, it must be a salute. i couldn't quite see it since his back was to me. then the private saluted back... hard to describe how they saluted, a photo of myself might help:

(need to add a photo here)

i woke up with so much tears from laughing.

the good thing about this is that, i could use this part of my imagination in writing. woohoo!

Posted by Ron AngelicFall | |

i think i am one of the few people in the world who is patient (at the same time impatient) about having projects that seem to go on forever and it is painfully progressing slowly. i have an ongoing photography project (and most of our shots are when wifey is in the car with me taking the photos, it's what you can call a sort of mapping out. i have some other projects that pertains to story writing, financials, school and others.

i am in a way very patient, the development of my stories (plural - stories) are slowly progressing, and with the help of an audio recorder that wifey bought, my pace actually increased. now for the impatient part, i tend to deviate from the plot and actually create a new plot - thus spawning ideas that i might create a new story or integrate into a story that i'm currently NOT working on. so far so good, i have three on-going stories - one currently at 17k, another at 5k and the last is 11k. two of the stories already contain adult oriented chapters, the other one is in a current re-write phase since for some odd reason, I wrote it in a journal style in the first person (like this entry). so, when I do write something and i have one story in mind, i would sometimes end up writing something longer for a story that i set aside. sigh. oh well.

for the financials, i poured most of my work breaks in this (walking to smoke is too far, so I mostly let go smoking during breaks). it's really a simple spreadsheet, but involves the timing, amount and a few others - now to wait if this works, just need to follow the schedule.

for the photo stuff, i'm actually taking a break from that.

all in all, if i get tired of one thing, i have the guitar, bongo (that drum thing? lol), camera, video camera, computer, photo editing, video editing, graphic design, writing, working (yeah, sometimes i get really get nuts and login to my work computer and work even at night), backing up the 450GB worth of photos from the last five years, etcetera, etcetra.

a jack of all trades, but a master of none, i guess. ambot. sumo. i want to know where i can be a master of. sigh

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mother nature sure is pretty pissed right now. i haven't seen rain for a long time (i think it has been more than a year) here in california. to make it worse, california dept of water resources has reported that this is just the beginning of a long california drought. record drought in california? what about other states?

i don't really have a clue what's going on in other states, just wild fires here and there, very green plants in death valley...

the philippines however, has recorded record breaking rain in mindanao last january (floods up to fifteen feet deep, rivers overflowing, and others). most recently is the manila floods (and you say, they are always flooded), well, it's record breaking, in a matter of hours the rain fall matched a typical september rain fall from the past.

mother nature is pissed i tell ya. really really pissed.

i just hope she won't change the poles in this lifetime.

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can somebody please tell me what the hell is meme?

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i have been reading any news about the stocks me and wifey owns.

so i was reading an article posted on marketwatch (written by david weidner):

NEW YORK (MarketWatch) -- Wall Street would like to think that the tumult of the last 18 months was a blip, that the credit crisis was a momentary anomaly, like the Phillies winning the World Series or the popularity of Lady Gaga.

okay! at least we know these stock analysts are not zombies.

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i worked my fucking ass off, and of all the times that my PC freezes is the time that I forget to save and fucking auto-save doesn't fucking work. fuck fuck fuck.

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How sweet it is to be fucked by you
How sweet it is to be screwed by you

I don't need the halter of someone's boob, there you were
I needed someone to keep on moving up and down, there you were
With a fuck and spermiation
Deeply fucking with a lot of motion
I don't wanna stop to fuck you baby
I don't ever wanna stop and fuck you baby (Oh yes I do)

How sweet it is to be rubbed by you (feel so wet)
How sweet it is to be fucked by you

I close my eyes everytime
Wondering where my balls were in my life
Everything I did was just a lame fuck
Everywhere I went seems the same old fuck
But you brighten up for me with all explosion
With a simple fuck in so many ways
I don't wanna stop to fuck you baby
I don't ever wanna stop to feel your insides baby (woah, yeah)

How sweet it is to be blown by you (it's just like sugar sometimes)
How sweet it is to be fucked by you

(Woah, yeah)

You were better in bed than I was to myself
For me, there's only you that i fuck
I don't want to stop to fuck you darling
I don't ever wanna stop to fuck your lights (woah, yes)

How sweet it is to be blown by you
How sweet it is to be screwed by you (woah, now)
How sweet it is to be soaked by you (it's like jelly, baby, woah now)
How sweet it is to cream on you (just like honey to the bee babe, yeah now)
How sweet it is just fill you (to the brink baby)
How sweet it is to come in you

Posted by Ron AngelicFall | |

After mumbling the lyrics to this song to myself and just substituting words with anything sounds like i kinda got something on the chorus line. read on. i think i want to learn the guitar on this thing and *try* to sing it. hahahahah

(Ron's version of the famous "Hurting Each Other" by the Carpenters).

No one in the world
Ever had a love as sweet as my love
For nowhere in the world
Could there be a girl as true as your love
All my cum
I give gladly to you
All your moist
You give gladly to me
Tell me why then
Oh why does it feel good that

(*) We go on, fucking each other
We go on, screwing each other
Making each other fly
Sexing each other
Without ever stopping by

Closer to the heaves
On a weepin' penis baby for you
Closer dear are we
Than the simple letters of oh and ah are
All my life
I could fuck only you
All your life
You could fuck only me
Tell me why then
Oh why does it feel good that

(*) repeat

(**) Lets not stop fucking each other
Never stop fucking each other
Making each other fly
Breaking my penis apart
Tearing ur pussy apart

(**) repeat

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today was unusual, i received calls/text/IM about one news. i don't normally receive text messages or calls regarding a single subject in one day. the typical call i would get in a day is from swit, from time to time, i would get calls from mama, john or ate aj and much rarer is kuya ombet, ate neng, kuya jo, sheila, and daryl. for text messages, it's about the same as the calls, but sometimes i would get IM regarding this diet pills (spam), otherwise, it would be the usual hi hello from chatters like maureen or mimie (yes, ga chat nasad mi sahay) or even yakmags (jymer).

today, i got a text from jo and roseanne, a call from silvia, a call from twit, an IM from jeanette and savoeun. bob went around and told me about it, bill didn't care, but still relayed it. arni also sent me a msg through ym about it too.

make a good guess what it is about.

michael jackson.

i, on the other hand, sent messages to a few people about it. lol. talk about redundant information. hahaha. almost always, by the time you tell someone of a hot story, there's a huge chance that they already know! i sent a message to mimie and ros. lol.

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okay, for some reason, i just want to rant rant rant. i can't seem to put my head together to concentrate for my school stuff. i love teresa's reaction to the "sample" photos i sent her. i can't wait to finish editing the photos, but i also really need to concentrate on my school since i've brushed this aside for two days now (two days can easily push me behind). so far so good, it looks like i would be able to post the photos by Monday.

rant rant rant. save the world, don't eat beef or pork. just eat chicken so there's less beef fart that causes the ozone to thin out.

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